so called lifee

yes friend its long time no post so now i decided to post something
so now i want something which has eluded me for so long is sucess and now i want this one desperately one big hit and all my worries come to an end( all worries!!!!!!!)what a tragedy ur life is such that u will never be eluded from this phenomena whatever u can dobut one thing is for sure that i will win this cup no matter whatever happens in my life!!!!!this is for the very last time that i am aiming for iim butmy studies are at disgraced stage the worst possible score that i can get i am geeting that so i feel down to earth that what i shouls dooobut again now i will rise again to the top of this world but howi have been betrayed enough in life sothat i cant bear the burden of betrayel someone whom i thought that she will with me no mattter somone in mylife is there to stand by me when ever a difuclty arrives but now that also is gone i dont know the exact reason but please god bring happiness to her no matter whati will stand by her side to take her to the end of this world but what about meeeeeeeno one will help me no one is by my side at this important juncture so that i can get help from that phenomenaso that i can cry on her shoulderbut i always think whatever she has done it is for my benifiitttttso salute to that great soul and now i will work to fullfill her dreams so that she can find out all the best from me and now it is a challenge to bring out the best from meeeeeand i will overcome all these difficulties and will won this world for the very last time so that i will win noooooo i have to winn and i will win no matter what i have to win this baatle so that every one in my life gets that benifit now i will right after some timeso salute and 9i will winnnnndefinetly!!!!!!!!!!!